*Raises Hand..... TEACHER~

So here I am 5 foot 2

with brown short hair

and eyes of blue

with people all up in my face

those type that don't appreciate

that kinda work I had done

ain't it time to trust someone?

So when it's time to make that IEP

don't stand right up and question me!

This is my voice he hath not got

you think you know but YOU KNOW NOT!

I am a mother I will stand

You back down or hard you'll land

Upon your face your answers tell

upon my chest my heart swells

for my son who Autism gots

You back down cuz YOU KNOW NOT!

MISS IT :(

I hurt my back badly last November (08') and am still feeling the effects from it. I have chosen the last few months to go the alternative medicine route and do Rolfing a deep tissue muscle integration therapy. Since then I haven' t worked out a bit. More than any workout in the world I miss doing all the tricks I use to be able to do on the pole. I want my back to get better so badly cuz working out like this... is SO FUN and rewarding in a way that can't be explained. I taught Jared this "flag pole" move after only a month or two.

For those of you that read my blog I don't dance, strip, use it for sexual play... I use to use it to work out and do intermediate moves on. I don't have the strength in any of my body to do what I used to. I didn't hurt my back working out on this, I actually hurt it at the gym WITH a trainer lifting TOO heavy of weights and it caused 2 discs to herniate. I want my body back. :( I had 3-4 classes with a chick who no longer teaches. The place only had spinning poles which were a blast and also crazy to work on... Easy to spin yourself on your head or to dizzy-puking... haha.. But really I may just have to get back to working out despite my common ailment and despite the pain. I think I can.. I think I can... Now I only wish I had 12-15 foot ceilings... ;)