Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Intervention:

well im just a shitty and im just a bitty old whore
throw me on the dark streets
gimme all you got i knows what it is you wants
you're a dark deviled snake
puttin pills in me pockets
doin' what was prescribed
don't matta anyhow got me fuckin face down to die
cuz im just a junky
face in the gutter....doin all i gots ta do
get me all cleaned out puking my guts up
liver's lying on the floor
hearts beatin real fast, sweats drenchin me back, shivers runnin down me spine
I CAN'T EVEN TAKE IT
WON'T EVER MAKE IT
just gimme a fuckin line
mind is goin TOO fast
GO pick up all that pharmacy gots~
NO! and YES!! and shut the FUCK UP!!
close the door cuz you suck
don't bother lookin in the mirror
Seein that shitty old bitty old fuckin whore
face down on the damn cold ceramic floor
can't it be another day
wanna sleep my life away
wake up when it's over PLEASE
Never wanted to be that girl!
holdin out real strong
CLEANIN' and soberin' up
din't mean to be so FUCKED
apologies are over done
No worries...
I havin ZERO fun
tick
tock
goes my
clock
one more minute down
and ONE minute to go. . . . . .
eternity never seemed so slow...
livin in the here and now
this bitch won't take a bow
other than to puke it up in my pirrty shit stained throne
glory glory be to me
fuck that shit
it's got to be
the worst damned thang ~
was it was just a dream?
WAKE up
wake up WAKE up
tick
tock
goes
my
clock.. . . .. ... ..... .. .. ..


1 comment:

Allison said...

I love you. You are everything you need to be. Right here. Right now.