"ONE PLANET ONE LIFE"

drowned us in your oil,

keep us in this fucked up crisis,

feed our children with your sales from your many homes Mr. .......!

give me your fake

 smile & lie through those wine/coffee stained teeth- 

saying you will change our world.

change it.....tell me how/when

 give me a YOUR  answers -

expect me to pay this health care?

take womens choice away?

keep those fighting from their homes & families? because....why....you did it? 

you served as many others did, 

you lived to tell us about it...sucks to be you!

put a new price tag on my home? name a price....any price? Lower our interest/tax rates for/how/when???

OUR USA is in CRISIS!  "the worst crisis EVER, worse than in 1929" (suze orman) 

WAKE UP AMERICANS!!!!!

UNITE-                                                                                     

I fight to keep sane in this time of complete insanity.

take off the blindfolds

quit  doubting

follow intuition

DENIAL takes us where? 

There are no quick answers~

 but lets pull our heads out of the sand, get our ass in gear and VOTE.....

I don't want to hear  complaints-

I just want my good USofA back and BETTER!!!

 

Grrrr......HAIR SUX-

I hate hate hate growing out my hair..... I haven't had hair down to my chin in YEARS. I get this comment frequently: "Tiff, you could be so pretty if you just grew out your hair."  I could so pretend it doesn't bother me and next time I will comment back:  "IF YOU had a nose job, no man bewbs, and a bigger pecker YOU could be attractive too." I am TRYING to grow out my hair...seriously I am, but it is agony. Perhaps if I were more "girly" than it would be easier....but I'M NOT!!!!  Hair is kinda stupid in fact..... I look at the famous women  and over half of them have FAKE hair... I am talking extensions.....let's get these women to be free of this bullshit....NO we all don't have FULL THICK CURLY hair..... we are boring.... LET US ALL BE BORING....and let our hair down....(shoosh, I know mine goes only to my ears). UGH.... I better be startin' to get cute now damnit..... ;)  

IT'S WHAT WE DO!!!!

Here is a pic of my boys at Lowes on a Saturday building a FREE pirate ship. They have free classes on Saturdays for the kiddos. It was entertaining for them and hell they're boys.....they must have hammering skillz!  I personally like their FREE aprons!  The second picture is of the boys at the Autism Carnival at Wheeler Farm. It was our first year going and YES we will be going next year. They had SO much to do there. Gabe enjoyed his blue cotton candy a RARE treat for my kiddos. We fit right in at the place and it was lovely. There were bounce houses, slides, food, scavenger hunt, tactile things, bubbles, and much more. I decided I really need to join a parents support group for Autism. Life can be tough and it would be really amazing to connect with other parents! So that was our lil weekend. I didn't spend a dime..... probably cuz  I  didn't have a dime to spend. I had fun the boys all had fun and that is what counts..... Stay tuned on how I can be as creative every weekend! 

Seasons Change:

I know seasons change and sometimes that is good.....but I REALLY love sunlight, and I don't look forward to the lack of sunshine and warmth. I already feel seasonal affective disorder startin' creeping like an evil tangly weed....not so nice. So to carbs, and bread, and soda and bed....HERE I COME!!!! ugh....*sigh

tranquility~

oh glowing beauty of radiant light.  Allowing our earth life and death. With the creation of a new day, and a picture to capture an ending night...........breathe in breathe out....and enjoy your day!

socially overstimulated......

This last week was TOO MUCH!!!!  Jared went outta town earlier in the week, that means single motherhood (ICK).  To top off my lovely weekend we had a family reunion.....2 in fact. YES,  that would mean one on each side.... Jared and I each have 8 siblings...what does that mean? It means HELL, SOCIAL HELL!  A house/cabin full of people in 100 degree heat, with crappy food, moody children, no sleep, gassy bodies, 1 bathroom, and onery me. Thankfully there was no debating of religion or politics. HOWEVER  one memorable event happened (past Heber,UT).....  I  ALONE ended up lost in my VW bus looking for a BRIDGE that  couldn't be missed cuz duh it was a bridge......BUT....it wasn't anywhere to be found......i drove on...in my bus that I had only driven 3x, this is a VANAGON people... damn BIG, a 3 point U-turn is NOT FUN on thin canyon roads, and  it was a stick shift that I wasn't use to....going on unknown curvy roads....I was looking for many children and adults from the family who decided to go down a lazy river on tubes, who begged me TO GO, WHICH I persisted that I shouldn't (had a bad feeling bout it). They talked me into going; I was just to read my book and pick them up at the end of the river along side "THE BRIDGE".  NO CHILDREN/ADULTS to be found and NO BRIDGE!!!  What would you have done people???? I SWORE, I talked aloud.... I even resorted to prayer....yeah...HUGE DEAL . I drove back and forth miles and miles to try and find a host of sopping wet people along the road...and POOF there they were....NO BRIDGE to be found....but there they were all with smiling faces.....saying I arrived just in time. WAS I SMILING????  FUCK NO!!!! I was flipping off the asswipe that gave me the shitty directions. I didn't laugh! I so coulda had a beer after that fiasco,  I even leaked that out to my father... for once I don't think he could blame me!  fun times..... or not!

Different is goo.....

i like myself when.... i wear my funky shoes......YES THESE ONES!!! and especially when  i dye my hair how i feel that day (cha the color is BLUE/BLACK).... and know i can change it whenever i want and i feel awesome cuz my hubby doesn't give a hoot....dat is RADNESS! he's still tracted to me even when i go psycho and shave my head (b4 Brittney Spears).  Everyone should try fake lashes and suck in the enjoyment as your (my) hubby laughs.....and i tell him they aren't permanent cuz i got no glue :(   AND.... I like myself because.....because because because because because....CUZ of the wonderful things I DOES!!!!

tis wondafull ta take me time and smell da flawaws~

teeter-totter

which way to wander. which way to roam. which way to look. which way to guide me into darkness to find the glimpse of light. to go to the depths unknown. which way to risk. to look into the mirror and see who is looking back. to go and just keep going. to cry aloud. i stutter, i blink slowly, i stare and the answers are still bare.....  i go into the depths of my curious mind... answers unfolding within my barren chest. i seek to follow light, truth, and wisdom, and none come without self recognition of all that manipulates through my hands. not lost, not found, a   forward and back....a step or many. sometimes falling....perhaps that is ok for now.....

me tat has meaning!!!!