Oh damnit.....my head, my ears, my eyes, my fuckin' body.....all sick. I'm filled with the dreaded bug. Now on my fourth day of feeling like a train ran me over twice, I cried today thinking I couldn't handle anymore. Fever, and then chills, then the sweating, then more shivering.  I kept wiggling in bed as much as possible for holding still was more of a chore. Moaning was the only way I could vocalize the pain and torment of my sickness. In the movie: "Death Becomes Her" (gotta see it) one of the women has a hole in her abdomen and is still alive walking down the stairs and so forth.....well to put it lightly.....I would rather feel like that then have this motherfucking bug ever again. Crazy thing is.....this was the first year I got a flu shot...and I got the flu twice this year. Think I am getting another flu shot....HELL NO!!!  It's all bullshit POISON  never again..... NO THANK YOU!!! 

De-STREss and Dancin' up!

I enjoyed my night to the fullest. I was able to go to a concert. The Aggrolites played and they were awesome. It was so nice because I was able to meet new people from a chat room and it was so good to meet them for reals!!! I wasn't self conscious about dancing or being myself....I was 100% comfy. It was therapeutic to be on my own, dancing like a crazy wild woman, and dressing up to just be free and let go!! I will go to another concert soon. I hope I can get others to go again. But now that I know what I am in for I think I may have a new addiction. Had fun, played more, stressed less.....

My BLUE St. Patty's day:

Feeling a lil blue today. Money woes. Time change. Hyper children. Watching the clock. Life is a waiting game. I serve my children, my husband, my home, my sisters, brothers, parents, friends, and sometimes.....I have wishful thinking that karma will return my favors. So I think to be honest I am just having a bout of PMS. Oh, tis lovely to be a woman :( (grouchy face)!  So this "stupid" holiday is for all those who wish to celebrate something; and for me...I'm going to allow myself to be bitchy and grouchy......I suppose it is time to break out me chocolates. 

always a first time:

Blogging...weird name for a way of puking my day's journey out over the computer and leaving it open for those that are interested in reading. So, this is me....another day in the life of motherhood. My children don't have school today....I think I have allowed them far too much t.v. Daddy comes home soon and I think as the sun shines on our lonely trampoline we shall abuse it fully by jumping vigorously. Time for me to put a smile on....and go about enjoying my day more fully.