tis wondafull ta take me time and smell da flawaws~

teeter-totter

which way to wander. which way to roam. which way to look. which way to guide me into darkness to find the glimpse of light. to go to the depths unknown. which way to risk. to look into the mirror and see who is looking back. to go and just keep going. to cry aloud. i stutter, i blink slowly, i stare and the answers are still bare.....  i go into the depths of my curious mind... answers unfolding within my barren chest. i seek to follow light, truth, and wisdom, and none come without self recognition of all that manipulates through my hands. not lost, not found, a   forward and back....a step or many. sometimes falling....perhaps that is ok for now.....

me tat has meaning!!!!

~Dali~

Mistakes are almost always of a sacred nature. Never try to correct them. On the contrary: rationalize them, understand them thoroughly. After that, it will be possible for you to sublimate them. -salvidor dali

Intelligence without ambition is a bird without wings. -salvidor dali

Ouch! Splitting encircling brain.....now you must stop! YOU MUST! You must turn and rotate and open and embody and grow...... YOU MUST! Time for change, time for expansion of your embodied spirit....time to refresh......gain.......EXPAND.....time to open and infuse the newness of you. Drop the shattered "feeling" and embrace you body of water within....rejuvenate. Keep your feet planted, build your roots, allow strength to enter every crevice. Take in one breath.....let it build......and let each breath out with the letting go of chaos. You will be a learned YOU in no time......YOU MUST! YOU CAN! NOW Go.....go......go.....    -tiff

~~MOVE~~

sing it

Dance it~~

Feel it in my bosom

My heart beats to this rhythm

My mind opens

My lips softly give the words

MEANING~

SOUNDS OF FREEDOM......

Freedom

of religion

of pride

of letting

of staying in this moment

I am....

woman

heart

mind and soul.

I sit

I write

My moment passes, and I play again!

I sing~

I dance~

I BE!

"Lend your voice to the sounds of freedom"

Freedom~

"Lend your ear to what your heart is saying"

it speaks

unleash the unforgivens

and BE....

here and now

to hold one to oneself

as hard as one can

BE,

LIVE

your life....my life

THIS LIFE

it is "YOURS"

I will acknowledge freedom

I will lend my voice

my heart beats this rhythm....

it feels......

A MOTHER'S LOVE:

She is the one who gave you life,

Who watches over you through the night.

And when you're sick she wipes your brow,

And prays to God you'll get better somehow.

She watches you grow day by day,

And doesn't like being too far away.

She constantly wonders if she's doing her best.....

But knows God makes up for all of the rest.

Patience, love, and time is what a mother gives-

To all her children and all who live.

She smiles at every stretch her child makes,

And believes in him, he'll win this mortal race.

So I as a woman, a daughter, a mother....

knows there's no job like any other.

I thank my "Holy One" from up above

that I got a touch of my mother's love.

For while she was down here I learned so much...

that much is required...more patience....more trust.

So I choose now to live  for my chilren so dear

and welcome my learning curves I've oftentimes feared.

Dark..............

i cut my hair into a fo-hawk style, put on darker makeup, am wearing all black, and acting like a total EMO..... and all i have to say to that is:  "i did it cuz i FUCKIN' wanted to.... SO THERE!!!!"

Bleeding hearts...........

THERAPY...COUNSELING...Denial..truth...courage...