30.......vs.....60+

Why must it be a problem that I  have certain beliefs that differ from my parents? Why must I receive email after email from both sides of my family that tell me what I believe is  wrong.... Why must my family make the decision to push me away further and further by forcing me to see their side.  We have differences about: race, religion, politics, abortion, raising children, gun rights....and so forth...Being different isn't Being bad!  I have asked for nothing but peace between us. Although my family and I don't see eye to eye on many of lifes issues I know that I do believe in the importance of family. It seems as if pushing us away who think differently is much more important than loving us despite our differences.... It plagues me to TRY and wrap my mind around how they are being what they are taught is "Christ-like."   Perhaps  I was wrong when I thought acceptance of humanity and all our differences is a universal language. Perhaps it is impossible for others to understand how 1 can be happy without seeing the same light as they, the same God, the same same same...... 

So...I keep going and daily try to be a better race, a better human, a better mother, a better daughter, a better woman, a better soul....because I have tomorrow to be better and the next day to be even better than that! Perhaps I die as 1 does one day....than my "better-ness" lives on within all whom crossed my path~ because I choose to believe we are far more alike than we are different!  

Take it! Take it far far away.......

MIGRAINE HELL!!

I went on a birth control 3 months ago. (depo-provera) Unfortunately,  I had many ill side effects. I gained OVER 20 pounds, have suffered from countless migraines for the past 3 months, and have had zero energy due to depression. I didn't go into taking depo blindly, I had a good history of taking this medication, this time around I have learned my lesson. No longer am I going to worry about being on my moon cycle ;). I shall embrace womanhood/PMS=excuse for being the way I am!!! lol

I just know I can't wait to be back to my "normal"! Grrrr........